Mood: like shit
Music: I dont have music at my dads...
What do you do when your entire family hates you, your not welcome in your own home anymore.... and the one you love most hates you because he likes another girl because she has big boobs? ....Id like to know.
My mom kicked me out of my house, and I have been living with my dad for 2 days now. I went over yesterday after packing my bag when I got home. I had ended up crying on the bus sitting next to dave, and alls he did was stare at me unsure of what to do.. so he sat there and pretended there wasnt anything wrong... yes he was extremely worried about me and asked Brittany and ALi if they knew.. well unfortunately they didnt so that meant soon enough they would be tying my up to a chair questioning me about my state of sadness. Yeah... I told Brittany and Ali, but I let them tell Dave... i dont think I could have done it myself, it was just too hard for me to handle. I mean I had gotten so worked up about it just explaining to my 2 best friends in the world... what I mgiht have done while explaining it to Dave... I dont know. I dont especially like living at my dads house. It is so lonely there, I have to be driven to school... so I dont get to see Dave, and then I have to take the bus back to my MOMS and wait for my dad to come get me. It is terrible and now I have to go see my bitch of a mother who hates me...
Dave probably hates me too... I just know it. THings still havent recovered from our last fight, even though I thought that they had. I guess not. I want to end all feuds between us but it seems as thoguh he has other plans. I think he doesnt want to be friends anymore with me... I dont know, and I am not sure what to think.
Not to mention... my mom is taking back my dinner dance dress too. She can do that because she bought it, but she was about to take my ticket to the dance, but I wouldnt let her because I had bought it myself (btw the price was 15.00) and so that gave her the idea to add another thing so it was virtually impossible for me to go.. im not allowed to leave the house. Like hell im going to listen to her... hah Ill be gone, probably car pooling with someone else. I am not going to let her ruin my life one part at a time...