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wavebabe017: weeeeeee so what are you doing...? lmao... isnt my mom so mature? well anyways, I am in a GREAT mood today!! I COULDNT BE HAPPIER! lol weeeeeeeeeeeeee It is a looong story why, but whatever I am just so happy today. Earlier though, I was pretty sad and tired, I had the hardest time staying awake in French and I just wasnt being myself. So quiet. Madame asked me if there was something wrong becasue I wasnt being my loud self... haha am I really that obnxious sometimes? ...oh well! Here are all the people that made me happy today!: - Dave!! (I love you to pieces!) ...well I am not sure what to write today... but thats alright! | |
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I gues this weekend was a good one! lol I went to a party and got taken to Hershey Park against my own free will... but thats okay, I had a good time anyways! Alright so anyways, Friday was career day and it was a half day. I got these 4 careers... For Orthodontist, Dr. Hilton came in (my orthodontist too) and he showed us everything from models, brochures, lectures, books and magazines everything about being an orthodontist. He wouldnt tell us exactly how much a orthodontist makes, but he says that he makes a ton. (orthodontists are in the top 1% of the US income) He says that you have to go to college for about 11 years to become one.. like whoa is right. I dont think I am debating between whether or not to become an orthodontist because I already know what the answer is.. but you know, its always a possibility. For modeling, the executive or relations (or something like that) of barbain modeling school came in. (might I add she was really pretty too?) SHe showed us a video that the place had put together, and it was very informational. It just made me want to be a model even more than ever. There is even a barbain modeling school around here in this area (yay!) I think I have the looks to be a model, and I think that I should consider becoming one or seeing if I can get an ad for someone or something. (and NO I am not trying to brag here..) I used to model for bridal wear down in Texas when I was much younger. I remember flying down there with my grandparents and living with my aunts and uncles while I was there. I was a lot younger then, but I am still really pretty and I am not afraid to admit that because I know that I am one of the very fortunate ones to recieve good looks from God when I was born. He gave me my good looks, and my athletic ability/talent and I am grateful for it all. I am just wondering if I am able to do it all or if anyone even wants me or thinks I am not pretty and skinny enough... there are just so many factors. For Acting, Perky Berky came in, and she remmebered a lot of us, just none of our names... well anyways, she got us all up on stage and we had to spread out. She started getting us doing warm ups like we were about to run a few miles, and we all looked ridiculous. Everytime we moved our head from side to side or up and down we had to make this weird eerie voice in the back of our throat. Everyone sounded like a dying cat, but I didnt really have a problem with it because I wasnt the only one who had to do it so I didnt feel embarassed or alone.Then we all had to walk down the aisles in the auditorium like the hunchback of notre dame, and like erchule. HAHA... now THAT was really odd. Some people were really good at different things like that... but not me. I just looked stupid. But oh well, I dont care, I had Matt and Vik there to talk to. Forensics... ugh not much to talk about here. We didnt really do much. I was supposed to present him but I didnt really know what to say so I just walked up to the front of the room and said "this is Mr Eckinrode and he will be doing Forensics" and then I sat down. He replied by saying "alright that was half-hearted" and I argued back "NO I meant it! I just dont know what to say!" ...haha everyone in that class now think that I am crazy. ALRIGHT.... well then after school (which might I add again was a half day) I went to the park for mandis birthday party. A lot of people were there, and they were all people I know and am friends with, so I felt at home. We played a little bit of volleyball using a soccer ball, and once that really didnt work, Mandi went with Kristin to her house to retrieve one. They came back and we played for a while longer, and then Mandis mom drove 4 of us at a time up to her neighborhood and dropped us off to wait for the rest. Brittany, Mandi, Ali and I were the first load of girls over, and we got out and sat down on the sidewalk in front of some house. We started playing slap dilly-o-so really loud and concentration and other various games. Mandi all of a sudden out of the blue says "you know you guys... this house we're in front of, this is Danny Kilmers" LMAO!!! that was great.,... haha a bunch of school girls that know Danny quite well (some of us a little TOO well... like me...) were just sitting outside in front of his house on the sidewalk playing slap-dilly-o-so and singing songs like "My Band" by eminem and the song that never ends. And then carload by carload came in and just made the group bigger and bigger and louder as we kept on playing games. It was great. Then, as soon as everyone was there we started walking up to Mandis house and yet again we were all screaming "my band" to the whole neighborhood. Mandi had a friend named Spencer who was in the 7th grade, and we were passing his house, so we all stopped in front and Mandi ran to ring his doorbell. When he opened the door we all screamed "WE LOVE YOU SPENCER" and then ran away. hehe, twas a great time. When we finally got to Mandis house, we all had tacos and ice cream sundaes. Then we played games like "truth or dare" and "under the blanket" haha under the blanket was the FUNNIEST game I have ever seen. I was new to it (which was the point) and I didnt get what was going on until I started taking my earings off. Hah Ali won that game because she is just too smart... but I dont think I am going to tell you what it is or I would spoil it for you and others. Afterwards it got dark so we all went out and played a game of Manhunt. Ali and I were laying down behind a tree on the wet ground. haha no one found us and everyone ended up forfeiting so it was basically for nothing... We then went back onto her trampolinee and everyone sat on the outside of it so we wouldnt break it or anything and we played true or dare again. Kristin got dared to go over to Vish's house and ring his doorbell and then run away. lmao it was great! Then I had to run around Mandi's house screaming "I HAVE ISSUES SOMEONE HELP ME" and Sarah mom as well as Mandis were outside in front of the house talking and saw me running by and I think Sarahs mom nearly toppled over in laughter. Another one was when Nina had to knock on Mandis neighbors basement window while they were watching a movie and wave to them. Nina actually did it, and there were 2 really hot guys inside...I am so jealous. lol well anyways, another one was when Sarah had to call someone (and out of the love of my heart I wont tell you who) and she had to like ask stupid questions and just act weird. SHe put on this weird voice and was like laughing really hard so she hung up. Poor *censored* ! After all of that my mom came and got me and I had to go. My mom forgot when the party was over and just ended up coming a 1/2 hour early. Figures. Yesterday my dad dragged me out to Hershey Park to get my season pass picture redone, and then go into the park. My picture turned out really really good (yay!) and then we went into the park. It wasnt as packed as we thoguht it would be.. it was actually pretty good. The lines for a lot of the roller coasters were at least 20 minute waits, but we ended up going on all of them excpet the Storm Runner (at LEAST a 2 hour wait) and sidewinder (that ride just gives me a headache). We are going again today for some uknown reason. (I know, I just cant tell you..) I forgot to mention that I have been trying to get a hold of Dave all weekend. When I called his house on Friday at Mandis house, he was actually rude to me for once. He had to go and he was getting all high strung and everything (and we were only on the phone for 2 sec!) I dont think I am going to talk to him for a while... he didnt understand that I needed to talk to him about something really important, and I guess he didnt care enough to want to listen... well I have to go do chores... yeah...
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Today was the band festival. We all did really good, and both Matt and Dave nailed their solos. I am so happy for them, and I bet they are just as pleased. I did a good deed today! (not like I dont do them or anything..) but I really liked what I did today. It is kind of part of the new me. Ali, Bryann, Mandi, Kayla, Vik, Jess, and I were sitting on top of a hill eating our lunch and I spotted a red shirted (yes thats us) good hope boy sitting all by hismelf on the ground, just looking around sadly. I could just tell he was beyond lonely and wanted someone to talk to or share food with. I said that I wanted to go down and get him to come eat with us and Bryann volunteered to come with me. We walked down the hill and I walked over to him and tried to have him eat with us. At first he refused (I think he was afraid of me..) but then he finally came up with us and sat by us. His name is Scott Casper, he has a twin brother in his grade who is also in the band. He has no pets and likes to play sports such as Basketball, Baseball and soccer... he is such a sweet kind person and it kills me to see him so friendless and lonely. No one deserves to be alone all the time and watch as others have a good time with their friends... OKAY RIGHT NOW I OFFICIALLY AM PISSED OFF AT BRITTANY that is all I have to say on the matter. ANYWAYS.... haha, well I missed all of my classes today and I have no homework tonight so I dont have to take home my backpack or any books! Wow thats a first. Well anyways, I got called down to the auditorium with a bunch of other people, and Mr Spinella informed us that we would be escorts and presenters to the people coming in on career day. I am to present the forensics person on 4th rotation.. weeee I wonder what my other 3 things are...? Today I was really really down about something (that of which I would not like to share at the moment) and Matt and Vik were trying to make me feel bettter. (unlike my so called friends who dont care to notice if I was dying or alive) I got many many hugs from both of them, and even a few from mandi, Kb, and Bryann. hehe I feel loved now...
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wow.. I am so happy to see that people commented and said a thing or two. You guys are so great, and you are very welcome Kayce. Yeah I have never met you either... but I am sure I will get to know you next year up at the high school in marching band! I cant wait for it this year, even though I wont be at the first few because of a vacation... I hope I get to see you! And nicole... I am kind of cleaning myself up under different circumstances because I think I have been acting on wrong and bad decisions for a while now on numerous ocassions, and I feel like that my whole life I have been doing some stupid stuff, and I can sit here and remember bad things about my past instead of good ones. I want to try to be a better person. I am not saying I never was a good person, I am just saying that I want to make better choices and think of other people before I react. I am also having big issues with my family as you can see, and I just want to make everything better between us no matter how hard it may seem. Today was a pretty good day of school. D has been riding my bus to and from school everyday this week with Dave, and will until friday. I think he is staying with him because his mom is in Texas or something... but whatever, anyways, In all of my classses, I had a good time in each one. (except for a little run in with Corey cherif...I think I jsut might go to Mr. Spinella about him soon...) I dont think I was sad or upset today, and I seemed to be enjoying myself fully for maybe the first time in a while. I am so happy that I have such loving friends who love me, and I love them just as much or if not more than they could ever imagine. EVEN my guy friends. haha... I got hugs today! lots of them too! I got one from, Matt (not one I was expecting..) Vik, Ali, brittany, DAVE (well kind of...) and Kb! weee I feel sooo loved today! Tonight I have loads of homework because tomorrow is the band festival and I will be missing all of my classes except for English tomorrow so I have to do all the homework for tonight and tomorrow AND the work I missed during class... I am so swamped and I still have to go running and take a shower! I just wish someone would go biking with me...I like to bike more than I like to run but no one ever wants to go with me so I feel so alone.... but its alright I guess.. I can do it by myself! wow I am super happy because today I was working on the long jump since it is one of my events for track and field day, and I got 13 1/2 feet!!!! weee I think I am doing pretty good, and by the looks of it, I might have a chance! lol my relay team for the 400 is also doing great! We are so close to beating the school record and I know we can do it if we try!!
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